I hv no choice; try hard to be strong & resist the pain but can’t as the pain makin menggila. this is 2nd MC for this mth, seriously am not feel good. i feel guilty coz today i supposedly assisting HS team. in fact Yen ady distribute 33 cases for each of us.it still a lot, even though case HS xdela susah sangat. i blame the aircond; ni semua salah aircond. why my place under aircond pulak. why need aircond in office?? ok, to be fair, aircond xsalah. why setting 16degree? tak nampak ke kat luar hujan?? hell why in the first place i feel guilty? supposedly no guilty at all, bila sakit mesti la take MC kan, ape yg susah? ye bnyk susahnye. company ni sensitif kalau org amik MC. even my colleagues; makes me think i need another job desperately. MC adalah hak kita. the purpose is to be used bila kita sakit. kalau sakit pun tak boleh take MC, somethg wrong with the company. not u Nini, so stop blame yourself & feeling guilty all! 

*i can’t, i still feel guilty. i knew the solution. find normal job. this job is odd ady. T.T

it’s true, bila dah lama berpisah, kawan yg dulu kita sangka kita kenal dia & support dia pun boleh jadi lain mcm dgn kita. plz jgn salah gurau, nnti kita akan dihina. DIHINA, bukan dibalas balik dgn gurau kasar seorg kawan (gurau kasar is normal). it’s a shame coz idk ur true colours before. however i don’t regret to know u. in fact i really appreciate atas segala kebaikan seorang kawan yg kau berikan. don’t want to cmt more. cukup sekadar “Saya sungguh terasa. terima kasih.”